Birthday Boy

Happy 4monthsversary my cousin, B.

and..

My bff, atoii, is turning 17.

I baked cake for him on Friday and gave it to him on Sat.

bout today,

It was such a great and tiring day.

I spent quality time with my cousin, baby B.

we took some pics at Cemara Asri.

He's having outdoor's photoshoot.

just got back from Atoii's treat at Liberty.

and I met him, A..

yeahh, Anderson..

it's been a long time since the last time I met him.

You know what?!

He's no longer available, he's taken now.

Lucky her for having such a great, romantic guy, and he has a really good sense of humor.

and not to mention, he's cute ;p

how I wish I could take a picture with him but it's impossible :(

I'm in the same car with him, sitting next to him..

Stipend sent all of us home and he hit a motorcycle at a junction near my hou

se.

Luckily, the man who got hit didn't mad.

whoooo it was a great great night after all.

those chats and laugh with him, it made my night.

ciao..

buenas noches :)

Loving you is more than just a dream come true

And everything that I do is out of lovin' you

No one else can make me feel

The colors that you bring

Stay with me while we grow old

And we will live each day in the springtime

Cause loving you has made my life so beautiful

And every day my life is filled with loving you

Lassie, the love of my life

this post is dedicated to the one and only amazing creature I've ever had and loved before which is so hard to let her go, so hard to say goodbye to, my lovely doggy, LASSIE

someone just called and i didn't pick it up.

my granny did.

I have this bad feeling but I cast it away.

then, she knocked my door and told me that Lassie has passed away.

I don't know what to do or what to say, I was really shocked and feel horrible.

My stomach hurts, it feels like blended.

I never thought that I would lose her this soon.

I'm not ready.

I know Mom has told me before that Lassie was sick, on Saturday.

She refused to eat.

I've always want to call Mom and ask how is Lassie.

but I think she'll be okay, nothing to worry about, so I didn't call.

huhuuu..

I guess it's been about 7years Lassie stay with us, as a family.

And I still remember there's a time when she got eyesore that she can hardly open her eyes,

so I put insto into it and I cried over her seeing she surrendered like that.

I miss her. etw

I miss the time when she bites me with love.

I miss the time when she barks.

I miss the time when she runs over here and there.

I miss the time when she sneeze.

I miss the time when she yawn.

I miss the time when she chase those rats.

I miss the time when she digs the soil.

I miss the time when she afraid of thunder and rain.

I miss the time when she accompany Mom watching TV.

I miss the time when she sits there waiting for us to finish our dinner.

I miss the time when she licks me.

I miss the time when she acts naughty to catch our attention.

I miss the time when she relaxing in front of the fan, her favorite fan.

I miss the time when I fed her milk when she is sick.

I miss the time when I put my feet under her warm belly.

I miss the time when I play with her tail.

I miss the time when I cheated her.

I miss the time when I stroked her head, always.

And what hurts me the most is knowing that she won't run and barks to greet me "welcome home".

Hometown wouldn't be the same now without her.

I still can't believe that she has gone.

I wish this is just a dream.

Someone please wake me up.

Or even if it's real,

Someone please help me to wake Lassie up,

I'm begging you.

I don't know how to be strong, I can't keep my eyes to stop crying because the reality hurts me too much.

Goodbye Lassie my little oneYou gave me love and helped
Me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come aroundAnd get my feet back on
The ground

Goodbye Lassie it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in
The sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

my bro used to write Lessie, and I've always write Lassie, just the matter of spelling anw.

"Life is not measured
by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments
that take our breath away."

long lost baby J

hey bloggie it's been a while since the last time I blog.

kinda pissed of bcoz my ' w-e-t ' isn't working.

I can't type those words so I have to keep on copy paste them and it's super sucks.

Actually I'm going to write about our BBQ party at Jenny's last Saturday.

Jethro is the organizer.

At first I'm not sure Mom will allow me and I decided not to go.

but on Friday i heard a shocking news, guess what?!

J is in!! wohoo it's like a jackpot to me.

I miss him so damn much.

I've tried to forget him but I can't.

so on Friday night I asked Mom to allow me join the BBQ party.

Luckily Mom allowed me. I'm so freaking happy :DD

Jenny and Agnes fetched me at 5pm and we off to Cambridge together.

Jen had her fitness routine and we just sat there waiting for her.

after that we went to Brastagi to buy tomato sauce.

When we're otw to Jenny's, Jethro told us that they'd reached there.

We rushed and reached there at 6pm.

Hendry came alone at 6.30pm.

Cuz there's still much time, we watched soccer. hha

It's Liverpool vs Everton match. cmiiw. :p

Most of us didn't had lunch so Jen asked her servant to cook us Indomie..hhe

I thought that J won't come but then Jethro said that he'll be there at 8.

well, it's true J came at 8pm on a heavy rain using his Honda City..

hohoo I was nervous and freaking happy, we haven't talked for almost 10 months.

Why? Me as well don't know why he avoid me, we used to be so close..

we're once in love and that's all -end of story-

got no more memorable moments with him.

*err okay back to BBQ*

We play phak bang after some of my friends came.

if someone's lose, the winner will put powder on the loser's face.

I thought I won't lose. I'm wrong.

Jethro put it on my cheek, so did Hendri.

I kept on avoiding J but I gave up finally.

He told me to close my eyes, I did as he said.

Guess what happened?!!!

He put it on my LIPS!! *melting*

The best moment I had with him.

and if there's a chance, he'd get his hand closer to mine.

We grilled the chicken together. Just both of us. no one disturbed us.

*singing* BEST THING I EVER HAD -my version- ;p

at 12 we closed our first grilling session bcuz Bee had to leave.

Jethro and J also had to leave.

Before both of them leaved,

J showed his skill riding Hendri modified motorcycle and

sprinting his own modified car.

He was so hot doing that.

and oh we took turn to drive his car.

I drove his modified car which made me easier to drive.

I don't know, It's lighter than usual car.

How I wish I could kiss him on his cheek or he'd kiss me on my forehead.

Kay, it's not going to happen.

What happened between us is in the past and I had to keep moving on just like him.

But J, if you read this post, I've got to tell you that I'm waiting for you to love me back.

I would have confessed my love from the very first.

From now on you're the one and I'm not going to love anyone else esp. the guys I've mentioned before on my previous posts.

I miss you and I love you.

childish

kay,so today i wake up earlier than usual..
5.45am..
i went to school to get my report..
I was crying when i knew i'm promoted to 12th grade..
and I'm officially a 12th Grader now..
hha..
13/47 not bad huh?
a litlle bit sad when i knew my friend couln't pass it..
huhuu..even we have fight everyday but i like her..
it's unbelievable that she has failed..
it's okay if you fail this time, I'm sure you can do better,friend :)

lately i'm feeling loved by everyone..hihi
maybe just my feeling ;) or maybe because I'm lil bit childish? But everyone's okay with it..
Or maybe I'm too kind,never get mad when they tease me..even i fall down cuz of Seti,I still can laugh -.-"
*okay back to feeling loved*
Loved not as couple,as brother-sister like that..
a guy name wiwin,he treats me like his lil sister..hihi
he's a good bro though..
even i born first,but he acts more mature than me..
i think because he has a younger sister..
i've skipped school once because of Diarrhea,the next day when i back to school he stroked my head and said "aiyoo xiao mei mei phua pe aa" hihi
And Seti said "waktu lu bo lae ane tiam lo ya,lu lae liau ane luan khi"
Hha..seems like i'm too talkative
And i guess seti said that because he got no one to argue with when I absent..
And today win aka my fake bro..hihi..stroked my head again and says "lae w boe khua lu ee rapor..13 mia aa? waaa mei mei ane gau ho"
Hihi..
Bad news,win gonna move to ia5.. :(

My sis n bro's friends also treat me like their lil sis..such as ko John and ci Jenny ko Dora too :D hihi
They're so kindd..
2011 is so awesomeee.. ;)

And I'm grateful to know and have friends like Shanice,Nico,Finiarti,Seti,Wiwin,Tina,JL,Sofie,Jeannie,Levina,Anggi,BeeBee,etc
Love you guys,this 2 semester was really really great. :)


Thanks God i can pass this grade happily :)

-end of 11th Grade- :)

he-cutest guy in my life

It's about him,the cute guy
I go to school earlier today..
I reach school at 7..
About 8 he reach school..
I don't see any of his friends at canteen..
So,I ask him to sit with us..
He sits beside me :)
When I'm talking he touch my face with his finger..
I think oh it's okay..we're just friend..
Then few minutes later he *umm dunno how to say this but in Indonesia - Dia mengelus kepalaku(di poni tepatnya)..hhe
I'm shock,happy,excited,shy,everything mix, i can't describe how i feel..but it feels so damn gooood..
I guess I'm blushing when he do that..ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ
And then he lean on me..hihi
Once again,he touch my face..
Aaaaaa...
my friends see that and whisper one to another while looking at us..they smile and keep staring at me..
Aaa..i dunno how to face that condition..
Maybe he knows that my friends are looking at him too,so he get up from there and say bye..
then he go to i dunno where..

I enjoy the moment with him today after the last time he hold my hand because they're so cold..
Yeaa our class is so damn cold..
Actually I've tried to forget him since last semester,and it works for while..
but today i find it hard to pretend I don't like him..
Huah..i wish you're mine..i wish :(

-Another sweet memories from him then :)-

birthday girl :)

so, I'm having my birthday today and it ended few hours ago.. :)
i got chloe bag from ci jenny and ko john,got teddy bear from my sis n bro..
and also a small size of breadtalk's birthday cake..
it's so yummyy..
and surprisingly mommy called and said " wen,happy birthday ya"
awww it's so sweet..
love you mommy :*

i have too much junk food today,
Mcd's Coffee McFlurry in the evening,
KFC's burger,crispy chicken,fries, n coffee for supper..
and now i have stomachache -.-" aaa
however i love today,cuz i seldom got any birthday present..
teheeeheee
I'm watching MU vs Barca match rite now
Go El Barca! :D

here's quiz copas from ci stella's blog :

If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else right now, do you think they would be mad?
- of course laaaa

Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?
- yeaahhh..they're so damn good at lying -.-"

Can you read other people’s expressions?
- dunno

Do you give out second chances?
- depends to whom.

Are you in any type of gang?
-

Do you think extensions look fake?
- yeaa

What would you do if your parents walked in on you having sex with the last person you kissed?
- guess dad will slap me n kicks m out of the house -.-"

Who knows your biggest secrets?
- me?

Is love worth fighting for?
- yeahh

Would you rather have your parents walk in on you having sex with the last person you kissed or have them see you smoking weed?
- none of them..rather see me singing :D

What would you do if your ex broke down and told you he loved you?
- -.-"

People who can always calm you down?
- my good friends and people i love the most :)

Do you think a lot of people think/talk bad about you?
- nah..i don't give a shit

How was today?
- AWESOME :D

Your ex is at your front door! What do you do?
- gonna say "hi,what are you doing here?"

Who was your last text from?
- actually no text just bbm from Seti :D

When did you last straighten your hair?
- this morning?

Too bad i couldn't post any longer..aa i wish i have personal laptop w super quick inet -.-"

not so lucky day

Yeah,just like what Nic said, "you should mark 2nd May as your unlucky day"
But no,I won't do it. It's just another usual day.

Know why it's unlucky?
I fell down from my chair.and I landed my butt first.
Actually it's because of the guy sitting next to me.
I'm kinda tease him,then he tease me back,then he pull my chair.this time I reflex and just get up,I think he put my chair back,I'm wrong. That's why I fall down.
It didn't hurt at all,but it's so embarrassing.i just can't stand it.
I'm not mad at him at all after what he has done to me.
I don't know why I couldn't scream right in his face or even slap him.
I just smile. How stupid.
Dunno what magic he has,i can't mad at him even once.
Last time I mad at him only for one day..aaaaaa weird -.-"

Just realize my grammar sucks.i should take english tuition again.
Aaaaa..I'm so damn hungry right now..
The last meal I have is half scoop of green tea Häagen dazs ice cream.and it was like 4pm ;(
I should stop eating aaaaaaaaa.... :O
Okay,off to bed,i'm feeling like doing skipping tomorrow morning..hha