long lost baby J

hey bloggie it's been a while since the last time I blog.

kinda pissed of bcoz my ' w-e-t ' isn't working.

I can't type those words so I have to keep on copy paste them and it's super sucks.

Actually I'm going to write about our BBQ party at Jenny's last Saturday.

Jethro is the organizer.

At first I'm not sure Mom will allow me and I decided not to go.

but on Friday i heard a shocking news, guess what?!

J is in!! wohoo it's like a jackpot to me.

I miss him so damn much.

I've tried to forget him but I can't.

so on Friday night I asked Mom to allow me join the BBQ party.

Luckily Mom allowed me. I'm so freaking happy :DD

Jenny and Agnes fetched me at 5pm and we off to Cambridge together.

Jen had her fitness routine and we just sat there waiting for her.

after that we went to Brastagi to buy tomato sauce.

When we're otw to Jenny's, Jethro told us that they'd reached there.

We rushed and reached there at 6pm.

Hendry came alone at 6.30pm.

Cuz there's still much time, we watched soccer. hha

It's Liverpool vs Everton match. cmiiw. :p

Most of us didn't had lunch so Jen asked her servant to cook us Indomie..hhe

I thought that J won't come but then Jethro said that he'll be there at 8.

well, it's true J came at 8pm on a heavy rain using his Honda City..

hohoo I was nervous and freaking happy, we haven't talked for almost 10 months.

Why? Me as well don't know why he avoid me, we used to be so close..

we're once in love and that's all -end of story-

got no more memorable moments with him.

*err okay back to BBQ*

We play phak bang after some of my friends came.

if someone's lose, the winner will put powder on the loser's face.

I thought I won't lose. I'm wrong.

Jethro put it on my cheek, so did Hendri.

I kept on avoiding J but I gave up finally.

He told me to close my eyes, I did as he said.

Guess what happened?!!!

He put it on my LIPS!! *melting*

The best moment I had with him.

and if there's a chance, he'd get his hand closer to mine.

We grilled the chicken together. Just both of us. no one disturbed us.

*singing* BEST THING I EVER HAD -my version- ;p

at 12 we closed our first grilling session bcuz Bee had to leave.

Jethro and J also had to leave.

Before both of them leaved,

J showed his skill riding Hendri modified motorcycle and

sprinting his own modified car.

He was so hot doing that.

and oh we took turn to drive his car.

I drove his modified car which made me easier to drive.

I don't know, It's lighter than usual car.

How I wish I could kiss him on his cheek or he'd kiss me on my forehead.

Kay, it's not going to happen.

What happened between us is in the past and I had to keep moving on just like him.

But J, if you read this post, I've got to tell you that I'm waiting for you to love me back.

I would have confessed my love from the very first.

From now on you're the one and I'm not going to love anyone else esp. the guys I've mentioned before on my previous posts.

I miss you and I love you.

childish

kay,so today i wake up earlier than usual..
5.45am..
i went to school to get my report..
I was crying when i knew i'm promoted to 12th grade..
and I'm officially a 12th Grader now..
hha..
13/47 not bad huh?
a litlle bit sad when i knew my friend couln't pass it..
huhuu..even we have fight everyday but i like her..
it's unbelievable that she has failed..
it's okay if you fail this time, I'm sure you can do better,friend :)

lately i'm feeling loved by everyone..hihi
maybe just my feeling ;) or maybe because I'm lil bit childish? But everyone's okay with it..
Or maybe I'm too kind,never get mad when they tease me..even i fall down cuz of Seti,I still can laugh -.-"
*okay back to feeling loved*
Loved not as couple,as brother-sister like that..
a guy name wiwin,he treats me like his lil sister..hihi
he's a good bro though..
even i born first,but he acts more mature than me..
i think because he has a younger sister..
i've skipped school once because of Diarrhea,the next day when i back to school he stroked my head and said "aiyoo xiao mei mei phua pe aa" hihi
And Seti said "waktu lu bo lae ane tiam lo ya,lu lae liau ane luan khi"
Hha..seems like i'm too talkative
And i guess seti said that because he got no one to argue with when I absent..
And today win aka my fake bro..hihi..stroked my head again and says "lae w boe khua lu ee rapor..13 mia aa? waaa mei mei ane gau ho"
Hihi..
Bad news,win gonna move to ia5.. :(

My sis n bro's friends also treat me like their lil sis..such as ko John and ci Jenny ko Dora too :D hihi
They're so kindd..
2011 is so awesomeee.. ;)

And I'm grateful to know and have friends like Shanice,Nico,Finiarti,Seti,Wiwin,Tina,JL,Sofie,Jeannie,Levina,Anggi,BeeBee,etc
Love you guys,this 2 semester was really really great. :)


Thanks God i can pass this grade happily :)

-end of 11th Grade- :)

he-cutest guy in my life

It's about him,the cute guy
I go to school earlier today..
I reach school at 7..
About 8 he reach school..
I don't see any of his friends at canteen..
So,I ask him to sit with us..
He sits beside me :)
When I'm talking he touch my face with his finger..
I think oh it's okay..we're just friend..
Then few minutes later he *umm dunno how to say this but in Indonesia - Dia mengelus kepalaku(di poni tepatnya)..hhe
I'm shock,happy,excited,shy,everything mix, i can't describe how i feel..but it feels so damn gooood..
I guess I'm blushing when he do that..ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ
And then he lean on me..hihi
Once again,he touch my face..
Aaaaaa...
my friends see that and whisper one to another while looking at us..they smile and keep staring at me..
Aaa..i dunno how to face that condition..
Maybe he knows that my friends are looking at him too,so he get up from there and say bye..
then he go to i dunno where..

I enjoy the moment with him today after the last time he hold my hand because they're so cold..
Yeaa our class is so damn cold..
Actually I've tried to forget him since last semester,and it works for while..
but today i find it hard to pretend I don't like him..
Huah..i wish you're mine..i wish :(

-Another sweet memories from him then :)-

birthday girl :)

so, I'm having my birthday today and it ended few hours ago.. :)
i got chloe bag from ci jenny and ko john,got teddy bear from my sis n bro..
and also a small size of breadtalk's birthday cake..
it's so yummyy..
and surprisingly mommy called and said " wen,happy birthday ya"
awww it's so sweet..
love you mommy :*

i have too much junk food today,
Mcd's Coffee McFlurry in the evening,
KFC's burger,crispy chicken,fries, n coffee for supper..
and now i have stomachache -.-" aaa
however i love today,cuz i seldom got any birthday present..
teheeeheee
I'm watching MU vs Barca match rite now
Go El Barca! :D

here's quiz copas from ci stella's blog :

If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else right now, do you think they would be mad?
- of course laaaa

Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?
- yeaahhh..they're so damn good at lying -.-"

Can you read other people’s expressions?
- dunno

Do you give out second chances?
- depends to whom.

Are you in any type of gang?
-

Do you think extensions look fake?
- yeaa

What would you do if your parents walked in on you having sex with the last person you kissed?
- guess dad will slap me n kicks m out of the house -.-"

Who knows your biggest secrets?
- me?

Is love worth fighting for?
- yeahh

Would you rather have your parents walk in on you having sex with the last person you kissed or have them see you smoking weed?
- none of them..rather see me singing :D

What would you do if your ex broke down and told you he loved you?
- -.-"

People who can always calm you down?
- my good friends and people i love the most :)

Do you think a lot of people think/talk bad about you?
- nah..i don't give a shit

How was today?
- AWESOME :D

Your ex is at your front door! What do you do?
- gonna say "hi,what are you doing here?"

Who was your last text from?
- actually no text just bbm from Seti :D

When did you last straighten your hair?
- this morning?

Too bad i couldn't post any longer..aa i wish i have personal laptop w super quick inet -.-"

not so lucky day

Yeah,just like what Nic said, "you should mark 2nd May as your unlucky day"
But no,I won't do it. It's just another usual day.

Know why it's unlucky?
I fell down from my chair.and I landed my butt first.
Actually it's because of the guy sitting next to me.
I'm kinda tease him,then he tease me back,then he pull my chair.this time I reflex and just get up,I think he put my chair back,I'm wrong. That's why I fall down.
It didn't hurt at all,but it's so embarrassing.i just can't stand it.
I'm not mad at him at all after what he has done to me.
I don't know why I couldn't scream right in his face or even slap him.
I just smile. How stupid.
Dunno what magic he has,i can't mad at him even once.
Last time I mad at him only for one day..aaaaaa weird -.-"

Just realize my grammar sucks.i should take english tuition again.
Aaaaa..I'm so damn hungry right now..
The last meal I have is half scoop of green tea Häagen dazs ice cream.and it was like 4pm ;(
I should stop eating aaaaaaaaa.... :O
Okay,off to bed,i'm feeling like doing skipping tomorrow morning..hha

evening class :)

soo,we're having this morning class off since last week.
we're just have evening extra class at school because the 3rd graders are having national exam.
ummmmm,i have nothing on mind to write
maybe I'll just post bout what's happening few days ago.
last week i had a sangwo treat at John's.he's my bro's friend.
i got so many songs from him.he likes to download songs.
i got BEP and bruno's album:earth to mars.and also my fav song atm: heart skips a beat by lenka♥
And oh on saturday we go to cinema.
We watched The American ahh George Clooney is so cool.
But the movie needs more censor -.-"
Then yesterday we went to Grandma's to sent her birthday gift.
Ama's having birhday today and I wish ama always in a perfect health. :)
After that we went to have Häagen dazs..aaa...i heart Häagen dazs so damn much especially the belgian chocolate one.yummm
And we have sushi as dinner at sushi tei-tengku daud..
I've always love their grilled chicken ramen :)

Well that's all I'm kinda dizzy texting in the car -.-"

Hello December!

umm..actually it's 2nd already..
I had no mood to blog last night
Today I spend most of my time to watch dvds
this morning I watched The Hole with some friends
I've watched it last night
But then I watch it again to accompany them..hehe

and i just finished watching Ramona & Beezus 2hr ago

well,someone's has just depress my house bell-it's kinda creepy -.-"

back to Ramona & Beezus..
It's so nice
selena is so cute there..

went to ozon after tuition and start hunting for some dvds..
bit disappointed cause i can hardly find next season of GLEE an 90210 :(
finished GG s3 and i have to wait for months til s4 complete
bought 4 dvds today
gonna finish all of them before exam
yeap..exam is almost here..not more than 2 weeks left
I'm not so ready
but somehow my report for the last exam is quite good
imma try my best to have higher scores..
wish me luck ;)

#Decemberwish I have great scores and great rank and super great of 10days holiday

new headmaster cut 2 days of our holiday -.-"

well one more #Decemberwish I wish I could hang out with epon,tasbih or at least with ayam,atoi and tipend :)