random

it's a boring Sunday.

screw chem.damn hard to understand :(

wish me luck for tom's test :)

Why aren't you with the person you love?
he's somewhere out there


Is it cute when you get kissed on the forehead?
mmhmm yeah for sure


What are you listening to?
Shape Of My Heart-BSB


If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Autumn! :)


Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
NO


What was on your mind mostly today?
Chem test


Do you like to cuddle?
yeapp


What’s the best feeling in the world?
knowing he love me too


Would you rather have your nose or tongue pierced?
none of them


Do you like the rain?
yayy


What did you do today?
tuition, chat, online


Who was the last person you fought with?
guess it's hendri hahahaa like usual


Can you handle the truth?
try to


How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
sometimes


Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?
no i fell asleep hehe


Where did you sleep last night?
his arm, hahahaa...kidding :p my comfy bed


Did you have a good day yesterday?
yeahhh :D


In the next 4 months, what are you looking forward to most
having a sweet date with my boyfriend ;D and Graduation Day :D


What are you wearing?
t-shirt,shorts


What is bothering you right now?
Chem :(



Was last New Year's enjoyable?
Maybe. forgot


Do you wish you had the chance to tell someone something right now?
absolutely yes.


Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
no one


Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
yeahh


How was last night?
sweet and surprising :p



What is your mom listed under in your phone?
Mom :)


Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
huh?


Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
often! i don't have the guts to tell 'em :(


Has anyone disappointed you recently?
yeah


What does your hair smell like?
smells like my shampoo


Did you have a tree house as a kid?
noo i wish i have one


Do you like going to the dentist?
nooooooooo costly


Do you try to do a good deed daily?
yapp


Can you keep a straight face without smiling?
like what? this -_-? nahh


Even been sailing?
no

Ever been on a cruise?
yeapp on a ship just for 1 day. does it count?

Are you afraid of speaking to large audiences?
a bit


Are you afraid to tell the truth sometimes?

yeahhh

Mention :)

Look what I've got on twitter :D

from Sabrina Orial (Acoustic Singer)

I Love Acoustic :D

and the most special one from my fav. guy

yeayyy

It's Alex rendell !!

I love him so much..

He's an actor from thailand :)

one of his movie is Love Julinsee

deeply in love with him

xoxo :3

chocochip

hey guys, how's your weekend?

hope it's as exciting as mine :D

tonight titu fetch all of us

hen says "hey, why you dressed so sexy and great? look, all of us dressed casually"

helloooo I'm just wearing my fav forever21 3/4 sleeve shirt and white shorts

and it's not sexy at all -.-"

I had dinner tonight with my pals at Nusa

yeah my pals: my brohh(hendri), apuii(jethro), malina, titu, shanice and devina :)

well, I have to admit that Nusa's fried chicken is so yummie :9

after that we off to Matador

seems like they've upgraded it

i ordered choco chip, hen caramel one

and apuii's blended coffee is the best one

i love it

and i told Laza to come over

guess what?! he came

we've met and we chat for a while

then, we're going home

that's all, it was such a great night hanging out with them guys :D

xoxo

Birthday Boy

Happy 4monthsversary my cousin, B.

and..

My bff, atoii, is turning 17.

I baked cake for him on Friday and gave it to him on Sat.

bout today,

It was such a great and tiring day.

I spent quality time with my cousin, baby B.

we took some pics at Cemara Asri.

He's having outdoor's photoshoot.

just got back from Atoii's treat at Liberty.

and I met him, A..

yeahh, Anderson..

it's been a long time since the last time I met him.

You know what?!

He's no longer available, he's taken now.

Lucky her for having such a great, romantic guy, and he has a really good sense of humor.

and not to mention, he's cute ;p

how I wish I could take a picture with him but it's impossible :(

I'm in the same car with him, sitting next to him..

Stipend sent all of us home and he hit a motorcycle at a junction near my hou

se.

Luckily, the man who got hit didn't mad.

whoooo it was a great great night after all.

those chats and laugh with him, it made my night.

ciao..

buenas noches :)

Loving you is more than just a dream come true

And everything that I do is out of lovin' you

No one else can make me feel

The colors that you bring

Stay with me while we grow old

And we will live each day in the springtime

Cause loving you has made my life so beautiful

And every day my life is filled with loving you

Lassie, the love of my life

this post is dedicated to the one and only amazing creature I've ever had and loved before which is so hard to let her go, so hard to say goodbye to, my lovely doggy, LASSIE

someone just called and i didn't pick it up.

my granny did.

I have this bad feeling but I cast it away.

then, she knocked my door and told me that Lassie has passed away.

I don't know what to do or what to say, I was really shocked and feel horrible.

My stomach hurts, it feels like blended.

I never thought that I would lose her this soon.

I'm not ready.

I know Mom has told me before that Lassie was sick, on Saturday.

She refused to eat.

I've always want to call Mom and ask how is Lassie.

but I think she'll be okay, nothing to worry about, so I didn't call.

huhuuu..

I guess it's been about 7years Lassie stay with us, as a family.

And I still remember there's a time when she got eyesore that she can hardly open her eyes,

so I put insto into it and I cried over her seeing she surrendered like that.

I miss her. etw

I miss the time when she bites me with love.

I miss the time when she barks.

I miss the time when she runs over here and there.

I miss the time when she sneeze.

I miss the time when she yawn.

I miss the time when she chase those rats.

I miss the time when she digs the soil.

I miss the time when she afraid of thunder and rain.

I miss the time when she accompany Mom watching TV.

I miss the time when she sits there waiting for us to finish our dinner.

I miss the time when she licks me.

I miss the time when she acts naughty to catch our attention.

I miss the time when she relaxing in front of the fan, her favorite fan.

I miss the time when I fed her milk when she is sick.

I miss the time when I put my feet under her warm belly.

I miss the time when I play with her tail.

I miss the time when I cheated her.

I miss the time when I stroked her head, always.

And what hurts me the most is knowing that she won't run and barks to greet me "welcome home".

Hometown wouldn't be the same now without her.

I still can't believe that she has gone.

I wish this is just a dream.

Someone please wake me up.

Or even if it's real,

Someone please help me to wake Lassie up,

I'm begging you.

I don't know how to be strong, I can't keep my eyes to stop crying because the reality hurts me too much.

Goodbye Lassie my little oneYou gave me love and helped
Me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come aroundAnd get my feet back on
The ground

Goodbye Lassie it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in
The sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

my bro used to write Lessie, and I've always write Lassie, just the matter of spelling anw.

"Life is not measured
by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments
that take our breath away."

long lost baby J

hey bloggie it's been a while since the last time I blog.

kinda pissed of bcoz my ' w-e-t ' isn't working.

I can't type those words so I have to keep on copy paste them and it's super sucks.

Actually I'm going to write about our BBQ party at Jenny's last Saturday.

Jethro is the organizer.

At first I'm not sure Mom will allow me and I decided not to go.

but on Friday i heard a shocking news, guess what?!

J is in!! wohoo it's like a jackpot to me.

I miss him so damn much.

I've tried to forget him but I can't.

so on Friday night I asked Mom to allow me join the BBQ party.

Luckily Mom allowed me. I'm so freaking happy :DD

Jenny and Agnes fetched me at 5pm and we off to Cambridge together.

Jen had her fitness routine and we just sat there waiting for her.

after that we went to Brastagi to buy tomato sauce.

When we're otw to Jenny's, Jethro told us that they'd reached there.

We rushed and reached there at 6pm.

Hendry came alone at 6.30pm.

Cuz there's still much time, we watched soccer. hha

It's Liverpool vs Everton match. cmiiw. :p

Most of us didn't had lunch so Jen asked her servant to cook us Indomie..hhe

I thought that J won't come but then Jethro said that he'll be there at 8.

well, it's true J came at 8pm on a heavy rain using his Honda City..

hohoo I was nervous and freaking happy, we haven't talked for almost 10 months.

Why? Me as well don't know why he avoid me, we used to be so close..

we're once in love and that's all -end of story-

got no more memorable moments with him.

*err okay back to BBQ*

We play phak bang after some of my friends came.

if someone's lose, the winner will put powder on the loser's face.

I thought I won't lose. I'm wrong.

Jethro put it on my cheek, so did Hendri.

I kept on avoiding J but I gave up finally.

He told me to close my eyes, I did as he said.

Guess what happened?!!!

He put it on my LIPS!! *melting*

The best moment I had with him.

and if there's a chance, he'd get his hand closer to mine.

We grilled the chicken together. Just both of us. no one disturbed us.

*singing* BEST THING I EVER HAD -my version- ;p

at 12 we closed our first grilling session bcuz Bee had to leave.

Jethro and J also had to leave.

Before both of them leaved,

J showed his skill riding Hendri modified motorcycle and

sprinting his own modified car.

He was so hot doing that.

and oh we took turn to drive his car.

I drove his modified car which made me easier to drive.

I don't know, It's lighter than usual car.

How I wish I could kiss him on his cheek or he'd kiss me on my forehead.

Kay, it's not going to happen.

What happened between us is in the past and I had to keep moving on just like him.

But J, if you read this post, I've got to tell you that I'm waiting for you to love me back.

I would have confessed my love from the very first.

From now on you're the one and I'm not going to love anyone else esp. the guys I've mentioned before on my previous posts.

I miss you and I love you.

childish

kay,so today i wake up earlier than usual..
5.45am..
i went to school to get my report..
I was crying when i knew i'm promoted to 12th grade..
and I'm officially a 12th Grader now..
hha..
13/47 not bad huh?
a litlle bit sad when i knew my friend couln't pass it..
huhuu..even we have fight everyday but i like her..
it's unbelievable that she has failed..
it's okay if you fail this time, I'm sure you can do better,friend :)

lately i'm feeling loved by everyone..hihi
maybe just my feeling ;) or maybe because I'm lil bit childish? But everyone's okay with it..
Or maybe I'm too kind,never get mad when they tease me..even i fall down cuz of Seti,I still can laugh -.-"
*okay back to feeling loved*
Loved not as couple,as brother-sister like that..
a guy name wiwin,he treats me like his lil sister..hihi
he's a good bro though..
even i born first,but he acts more mature than me..
i think because he has a younger sister..
i've skipped school once because of Diarrhea,the next day when i back to school he stroked my head and said "aiyoo xiao mei mei phua pe aa" hihi
And Seti said "waktu lu bo lae ane tiam lo ya,lu lae liau ane luan khi"
Hha..seems like i'm too talkative
And i guess seti said that because he got no one to argue with when I absent..
And today win aka my fake bro..hihi..stroked my head again and says "lae w boe khua lu ee rapor..13 mia aa? waaa mei mei ane gau ho"
Hihi..
Bad news,win gonna move to ia5.. :(

My sis n bro's friends also treat me like their lil sis..such as ko John and ci Jenny ko Dora too :D hihi
They're so kindd..
2011 is so awesomeee.. ;)

And I'm grateful to know and have friends like Shanice,Nico,Finiarti,Seti,Wiwin,Tina,JL,Sofie,Jeannie,Levina,Anggi,BeeBee,etc
Love you guys,this 2 semester was really really great. :)


Thanks God i can pass this grade happily :)

-end of 11th Grade- :)

he-cutest guy in my life

It's about him,the cute guy
I go to school earlier today..
I reach school at 7..
About 8 he reach school..
I don't see any of his friends at canteen..
So,I ask him to sit with us..
He sits beside me :)
When I'm talking he touch my face with his finger..
I think oh it's okay..we're just friend..
Then few minutes later he *umm dunno how to say this but in Indonesia - Dia mengelus kepalaku(di poni tepatnya)..hhe
I'm shock,happy,excited,shy,everything mix, i can't describe how i feel..but it feels so damn gooood..
I guess I'm blushing when he do that..ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ
And then he lean on me..hihi
Once again,he touch my face..
Aaaaaa...
my friends see that and whisper one to another while looking at us..they smile and keep staring at me..
Aaa..i dunno how to face that condition..
Maybe he knows that my friends are looking at him too,so he get up from there and say bye..
then he go to i dunno where..

I enjoy the moment with him today after the last time he hold my hand because they're so cold..
Yeaa our class is so damn cold..
Actually I've tried to forget him since last semester,and it works for while..
but today i find it hard to pretend I don't like him..
Huah..i wish you're mine..i wish :(

-Another sweet memories from him then :)-

birthday girl :)

so, I'm having my birthday today and it ended few hours ago.. :)
i got chloe bag from ci jenny and ko john,got teddy bear from my sis n bro..
and also a small size of breadtalk's birthday cake..
it's so yummyy..
and surprisingly mommy called and said " wen,happy birthday ya"
awww it's so sweet..
love you mommy :*

i have too much junk food today,
Mcd's Coffee McFlurry in the evening,
KFC's burger,crispy chicken,fries, n coffee for supper..
and now i have stomachache -.-" aaa
however i love today,cuz i seldom got any birthday present..
teheeeheee
I'm watching MU vs Barca match rite now
Go El Barca! :D

here's quiz copas from ci stella's blog :

If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else right now, do you think they would be mad?
- of course laaaa

Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?
- yeaahhh..they're so damn good at lying -.-"

Can you read other people’s expressions?
- dunno

Do you give out second chances?
- depends to whom.

Are you in any type of gang?
-

Do you think extensions look fake?
- yeaa

What would you do if your parents walked in on you having sex with the last person you kissed?
- guess dad will slap me n kicks m out of the house -.-"

Who knows your biggest secrets?
- me?

Is love worth fighting for?
- yeahh

Would you rather have your parents walk in on you having sex with the last person you kissed or have them see you smoking weed?
- none of them..rather see me singing :D

What would you do if your ex broke down and told you he loved you?
- -.-"

People who can always calm you down?
- my good friends and people i love the most :)

Do you think a lot of people think/talk bad about you?
- nah..i don't give a shit

How was today?
- AWESOME :D

Your ex is at your front door! What do you do?
- gonna say "hi,what are you doing here?"

Who was your last text from?
- actually no text just bbm from Seti :D

When did you last straighten your hair?
- this morning?

Too bad i couldn't post any longer..aa i wish i have personal laptop w super quick inet -.-"

not so lucky day

Yeah,just like what Nic said, "you should mark 2nd May as your unlucky day"
But no,I won't do it. It's just another usual day.

Know why it's unlucky?
I fell down from my chair.and I landed my butt first.
Actually it's because of the guy sitting next to me.
I'm kinda tease him,then he tease me back,then he pull my chair.this time I reflex and just get up,I think he put my chair back,I'm wrong. That's why I fall down.
It didn't hurt at all,but it's so embarrassing.i just can't stand it.
I'm not mad at him at all after what he has done to me.
I don't know why I couldn't scream right in his face or even slap him.
I just smile. How stupid.
Dunno what magic he has,i can't mad at him even once.
Last time I mad at him only for one day..aaaaaa weird -.-"

Just realize my grammar sucks.i should take english tuition again.
Aaaaa..I'm so damn hungry right now..
The last meal I have is half scoop of green tea Häagen dazs ice cream.and it was like 4pm ;(
I should stop eating aaaaaaaaa.... :O
Okay,off to bed,i'm feeling like doing skipping tomorrow morning..hha

evening class :)

soo,we're having this morning class off since last week.
we're just have evening extra class at school because the 3rd graders are having national exam.
ummmmm,i have nothing on mind to write
maybe I'll just post bout what's happening few days ago.
last week i had a sangwo treat at John's.he's my bro's friend.
i got so many songs from him.he likes to download songs.
i got BEP and bruno's album:earth to mars.and also my fav song atm: heart skips a beat by lenka♥
And oh on saturday we go to cinema.
We watched The American ahh George Clooney is so cool.
But the movie needs more censor -.-"
Then yesterday we went to Grandma's to sent her birthday gift.
Ama's having birhday today and I wish ama always in a perfect health. :)
After that we went to have Häagen dazs..aaa...i heart Häagen dazs so damn much especially the belgian chocolate one.yummm
And we have sushi as dinner at sushi tei-tengku daud..
I've always love their grilled chicken ramen :)

Well that's all I'm kinda dizzy texting in the car -.-"