ex crush

Hey bloggie, it's 2015 now!
Haven't post anything for months or maybe years?hahaha
Actually why I post this is because of the earlier post bout J.
I know I haven't contact him for more than 3 years
We lost contact. I've moved on.
And in fact I've dated other guy. But it's also already over.
So I'm back from GZ and started hanging out with my gang, GS.
We was thinking about trying escape plan, which is the talk of the town.
Cause we're short in number, only 4 ppl, so I told my friend to ask J to join us.
He said okay as long as there're a lot of ppl join.
So there we go, 5 ppl.
We had out dinner first at Kwetiau jln Perdana.
And them guys keep teasing me with J all the time.
I was so cool with him cause we haven't talk in years, and in fact I was afraid that he avoid me, so I was acting cool, very very cool.
On our way home, never thought that he would put his arm around my shoulder.
Actually he's also held my hand. And it thrilled me.
It has been years but that sparks was always there.
And yesterday, we played escape plan again.
This time we're 3 couples.
I was coupled up with J.
I was sitting beside him all the time.
And he thrilled me again by holding my hand all over again.
He also told me not to wear short pants anymore, he told me to wear sth longer than that, not to wear low neck T's, wear long sleeves T's too.
That little thing is sweet. It was for my own good. Thanks for caring.
What I love the most is whenever I look him in the eyes, he don't avoid my eyes, and a sweet smile was always there when I look at him.
Now that we've grown up, I won't think what he did to me is special anymore.
I'll treat him as friend, close one, act of protecting and comforting me after the dark times few years ago.
I know I can't fall in love with him again, it's over.
I'm not the old me. And actually I'm building up my walls so that boys won't go knock down my walls and breaking my heart again. I gotta build it nice, tall and strong.
Til the time I think I'm strong enough to face guys and getting to know new people again.

wishlist

want reindeer navajo so badly

so sad my Versace is just a little left, I heart it so much it hurts :(

 first love ;p

 favourite! but too costly :(

 :)

a trip to Paris :)

and last one, ticket to Syd :)

Girl's Day Out

Hello to you, bloggie..
been abandoning you for such a long time..
many things happened in this past few months.

College life:
I'm now officially a college student, got into Unpri and PIA.
Met a lot of new friends and seniors.
I've studied at Unpri for almost 2 months, while PIA starts in Sept
what major did I choose? yeap, accounting(Unpri) and Chinese Literature(PIA)
tell you what, i got into 1-1 class at PIA which is the smartest one.
omooo -.-" no idea how that happened
oh anw I met this cute senior, R.
fall for him, but not anymore, I'm moving on ;)

people around me:
getting closer to mylife instructors and staff.
ko Edwin, such a big bro to me, we always have lunch together.
anw he's in KL right now and he bought us something, so sweet.
ko Deddy, 2nd bro, he always have solutions to all our problems.
he's cute and hilarious!
feels so comfortable and warm around them, love them :)
our fav. spot : Halimah, Giok Sim, and Starbucks is our base camp :p

Titu went to KL last tuesday, he enters Sunway, just like vinnie.
Jenny is going to Beijing to study about jewelry, off to Beijing next Monday.
Shanice'll go to Xiamen in September, while Devina to Singapore in the end of Sept.
That's why we're all girls hanging out today, it's a girl's day out
cause after this holiday we can barely meet each other anymore
more like an early farewell party, gonna miss them guys so much ;(

oh and this one too, Pred, my galau friend, but not anymore
cause he's in a relationship right now, long distance anw
we're always galauing together in the past, hha
but he seems happy w this girl.
finally, dude, happy for you my galau and curhat friend, salam galau! :D

that's all I guess.
one more, you should watch this trending kpop MV:
Oppa Gangnam Style ! hhaa

 - photo of the day, girl's day out -

find this very sweet :
" I'll never let your head hit the bed without my hand behind it. "

Sweating All Day Long

Hair tied, sweat pants and keep sweating at the fitness center.
It's been a routine since last week.
we got new instructor from Jakardahh, Mike.
and we're kinda close to him lately.
ah, just got back from camb.
tired? damn yeah.

morning;
1hr spinning class with Edwin, Mike.
BODYCOMBAT™ with Deddy(fav. instructor),
SH'BAM™ with Fetty(inst. from Jakarta)

both of them are LES MILLS™ programs
so we join the launching of the new class, combat class.

at 4pm we have early dinner at Solaria. hhe

then we back to join dance class with Kent(Duck's Family).

whoaaa he's cool, super cool.

and the way he dance, aweeesome.

ah anw another fav, song atm. :D

nite, ciao.

Avengers

Watched The Avengers just now, it was AWESOME!!

thumbs up!

Hulk is way too funny in this movie.

anw, the super hero are ; Capt. America, Hulk, Thor and of course Iron Man.

just realized they made a little Avenger's teaser at the end of the movies.

Thor and Capt. America

First time watching at XXI(Hermes), the parking lot is so limited.

parking beside/at the back of Hermes is so not nice! pity.

you'll know why, when you park there.

make sure you could just park inside or you'll regret it.

I got Studio 1(18.30), while WSW Studio 4(18.30)

I met ko Bati at XXI and he watch it at 20.45 with his friends.

met ko John, ko Dora and ci Jenny also,they watch the 20.45 one too. 

met apiak and friends at lekker. hhe

cancel having dinner at lekker because of the 30mins Q and decided to have dinner at warung tekko.

I ate a lot, very late and all my calorie-burning activities are such a waste :(

huhu,, should have high intensity class on Monday. Fighting!

Fav. Avengers cast, Clint Barton, Hawkeye (Jeremy Renner)

 Marvel's Avengers trailer 

Favorite Soundtrack

My top 5 favorite soundtrack. ;)

1. Twilight - Bella's Lullaby
2. Breaking Dawn - A Thousand Years, It Will Rain
3. Mulan - Reflection
4. Dakota Skye - Someone Else's Life
5. Tarzan - You'll Be In My Heart

Love this song so much since I was a kid. :D

For one so small,

you seem so strong

My arms will hold you,

keep you safe and warm

This bond between us

Can't be broken

I will be here

Don't you cry 

'Cause you'll be in my heart

Yes, you'll be in my heart

From this day on

Now and forever more 

You'll be in my heart

No matter what they say

You'll be here in my heart, always 

Body Combat!!

Today was so damn fun and tiring.

I join My Life class recently.

I had body combat at 08.30 and latin dance at 17.30

and guess what,

Same instructor for both classes, his name is Deddy.

in the evening he said : "Tadi pagi kan uda tinju2, jadi sekarang nari y."

wow, unexpectedly he remember us even it's the very first time we join his class.

He's a funny guy and not to mention he's good at body locking and shaking!!

guess he's a real expert in belly-dancing.

hope my body's not aching here and there when I wake up tomorrow cause I didn't do the warm up earlier.

Gonna have Fun Spin at 08.00 tom! can't wait! haha

and because of spinning is the most favorite class, we have to be there earlier to get limited-empty-spot. ;)

anw, I learn a lot in combat class.

boxing, muay thai, capoeira.

well, at least I have basic to defense myself. B)

learn pretty much everything on the picture above. Cool, isn't it? :D